i learn to be strong

I might sound a bit angry or blaming the person who broke up with me.

I might feel lonely. 

I might feel sad and feeling all my effort has been wasted for the past 9 years.

But I am glad that, i realised my mistakes, so i won't to it again to my next relationship.

I learn to be stronger.

Self love is important.

He might turned me to a monster who hate him all the time. But i told myself, yes he did all those nasty things to me, he is bad, i should treat this person in bad manner. 

I reflected myself. why should i be the person like him? that 's not my characteristic. That's not me. I treat everyone equally eventhough u're bad. I feel that i myself are doing the right things. 

I'm feeling sad. But it's going to over. I 'll be stronger than ever.